thanksgiving. i'm probably one to be thought of as a cynic towards such a holiday, but i don't really give a fuck. i do have things to be thankful for, like family and shit. lots of shit, like my vitality and my youth and shit like that. i have a whole life waiting to be lived, i just need to jump on the fucking bus and dance. dance disco. lately i've been watching some good movies, but i haven't found anything that inspire me profoundly. i need another kill bill or lost in translation to come my way. i can feel myself getting older, and it's like, sick. not the good-feeling type of sick, the fucked-up-realization-that-i'm-getting-mature-and-boring-and stupid-kind of sick. but like many kids at crossroads age, i'm refusing to let the times make me into a worthless adult. i've been surrounded by drones all my life, and i will not let myself become another one.

i want new clothes and longer hair... and god-like powers on the guitar. and girls who want the other kind of guy can listen to kiro tv by sneaker pimps, 'cuz that song is tight and i'm listening to it right now!