losing my retainer feels like the worst feeling in the world. my mom and dad work so hard for what little they make, and now i've fucked up and lost such a valuable thing to replace. retainers cost hundreds of dollars!

as shitty as it sounds, this CATASTROPHE of my life will occupy the space of stress and frustration and downtroddenness of being a lonely 16 year old teenage boy.

i'm in a such a hole, and as many as there are of YOU READERS, it feels like no one can hear my outcry.