i've inadvertently created an image for myself, of which i cannot remedy. no matter what i say, do, or believe with true honesty, no one will fall for it. to them, to everyone, to you, i am a one-sided weirdo. in your eyes, i am pretending to not care about anything. in your eyes, i am faking a depression. in your eyes, i am looking for pity. in your eyes, i am scum.

yet, in my mind, when i see your eyes, all i want to do is jump into them.

my faults go 360 degrees.

IF ONLY YOU FUCKING KNEW.