i'm not purposely being defiant. i'm just a lazy fuckaaaaaaa!

i sat through all of sixth period journalism today, doing absolutely nothing. at the end of class, ms. anderson told me that i am "breaking her heart" with disappointment. this disheartens me to hear this!

brian wrote out my "priorities," and they go a little something like this:

  #1 guitar
  #2 amy
  #3 camera
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  #whogivesashit violin

what an ass! brian just wants us to be rockstars, with no hobbies.

or friends! what an ass!

after recycling with amy afterschool, i saw alan lee in the student commons. alan is my tribes alumni friend; he is 26; a gear up mentor; and one hell of a guy! coincidentally, alan is my brother's mentor. crazy shit, huh! we talked about tribes people and stuff, a tribes reunion in the works, and that the british are coming, the british are coming!

after that, we went to derek's to do calculus. this was another example of how fucking unfocused and tired of a person i am. i suck i suck i suck I RULE. i don't know. i feel above it all. i don't need math. i need crystal meth.

my real priority list:

  #1 GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS PLACE
  #2 iced tea
  #3 killing faggots

boy, oh boy, i am such a cultured optimist. really, i'm planning to off some motherfuckers soon. if i don't get a means for some sort of artistic outlet, i'm going to explode in a fury of energy and fuckedupness.

what the hell am i waiting for? y'all are going to die. except the pretty ones, and the cool ones.

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my mom just walked in with some developed film. i didn't take that many pictures in london, but it's great to see what i did get when i was there. i also got a postcard from keir, one of my friends from london. he's traveling through parts of california and las vegas right now..... too bad he can't come up to seattle. at least i'll get to see him and helen this coming august. i miss those guys!

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KAPOW!