right now, i have that feeling of disgust towards most human beings. derek calls me an "elitest," but i just think that my older mentality had the right idea. i've been tainted in various respects, some of which i would rather not go into, because it would take too goddamn long to explain.

yes, i'm lazy. BUT I'M ALSO FUCKING BETTER THAN YOU. i'm tired of acting like we can all be equal in respect. why won't all of the stupid shit in the world just shut the fuck up? you may think you're on top of shit, but you're a fucking numbskull in reality. re-evaluate what you have. that is right. i'm talking to you, asshole.