lately, i've really had the desire to go out and run. i think the first time that i am able to run will be a true catharsis for me.

i forgot to mention that i sat by dr. muckerheide throughout the whole swim meet. am i the only person who thinks he's a "cool" guy? he was talking about the futility of competitive girl's diving, because all the girls do when they "dive" is tip over and fall into the water. it was funny at the time, when he said it.

AIMLESSLY WALKING THROUGH EMPTY SPACE, FEELING DOWN THAT MY CONTRABAND EMOTIONS WERE CONFISCATED BY THE STARRIEST EYES AND MOST CRYSTALINE AND RAINBOW-MAJESTIC SMILE, EVER.