i never noticed it before, but the word "refresh" has FRESH in it. it makes me wonder how many oversights i've made in my life, like the things i've disregarded that could have actually taken me down a whole different path had i given it further investigation. like, WHAT IF things that disinterest me like physics or country music could actually be some things that i'd want to get into more, had i given myself the chance to look at it deeper or at a different angle. in fact, come to think of it, i do enjoy seeing wormhole theories and such put into cinematic action in movies, and i've taken an interest in alt-country stuff like wilco...

which renders this whole explanation thing RETARDED.

i'll just give up on trying to explain this one. basically, the moral of the story is, DON'T BE SUCH AN OBLIVIOUS AND NAIVE RUBE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. i think really young children have the right idea: explore unfamiliar things without a regard for a zone of comfort and pretentious caution, because the worst you can do crawling on the floor level is stick your finger in an electric socket.

zap.