the only reason i would see sarcasm to be used as a defense mechanism, would be if it were overly used by a person. i believe we abuse sarcasm to the extent that it is embedded in our speech, and that we cannot help but say it, subconsciously thinking that the whole world understands what we are saying and where we are coming from.

amy says i'm in denial, and that there's more to what i say than what i literally let on. i used to believe this, but i don't know anymore. i think i'm just stupid, and there's no more depth to what any of you see.

so much for that "songwriter" or "starving artist" within me. what you see, is what you get. i bet.

i know my friends say a lot of things that only we would understand. but now we are an enclave of a subculture that really has no foundation, and we're just dicking around as life goes on. we're a bunch of holden caulfields, except we're phonies ourselves.

i'll get back to this. right now i have to leave for second period.