i got bored today, so i compiled the beginnings of a list of dvds that i intend on getting, sooner or later. it pains me to see how many of these are criterion editions. criterion = MUCHO DINERO. i need a job!

Seven Samurai (1954) - Criterion Collection
The Hidden Fortress (1958) - Criterion Collection
Yojimbo (1961) - Criterion Collection
Sanjuro (1963) - Criterion Collection

Rashomon (1951) - Criterion Collection

Ikiru (1956) - Criterion Collection

Throne of Blood (1961) - Criterion Collection

Red Beard (1968) - Criterion Collection

Do The Right Thing (1989) - Criterion Collection

My Life as a Dog (1987) - Criterion Collection

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (1998) - Criterion Collection

Rushmore (1999) - Criterion Collection

Trainspotting (1996)

All About My Mother (1999)

Fight Club (1999)

i got bored today, so i compiled the beginnings of a list of dvds that i intend on getting, sooner or later:

Seven Samurai (1954) - Criterion Collection
The Hidden Fortress (1958) - Criterion Collection
Yojimbo (1961) - Criterion Collection
Sanjuro (1963) - Criterion Collection

Rashomon (1951) - Criterion Collection

Ikiru (1956) - Criterion Collection

Throne of Blood (1961) - Criterion Collection

Red Beard (1968) - Criterion Collection

Do The Right Thing (1989)- Criterion Collection

He Got Game (1998)

My Life as a Dog (1987) - Criterion Collection

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (1998) - Criterion Collection

Rushmore (1999) - Criterion Collection

Trainspotting (1996)

All About My Mother (1999)

Fight Club (1999)

the outrageousness of the human being thinking only of herself
the virgin suicides

with my tongue, i can feel the excess of stiches coming out of the area of my gums where they took out my wisdom teeth.

when i accidentally spilled my pills on the ground, i just stared at the juxtaposition of white circles on green carpet, and felt my face.

i can't look in the mirror without laughing and feeling grossed out at the same time. i hope all of the swelling goes down before friday.

i want to take lots of pictures at this week's confirmation retreat, my vacation to the philippines, and anything that happens between those two events. my senior year is quickly slipping away.

this post should have been a lot happier sounding, since i wrote it while watching conan. but it wasn't. i need to learn how to be happier.

FUCK MY ASS! I WROTE A LONG-ASS POST AND IT DIDN'T FUCKING PUBLISH! OH WELL I HAVE TO ICE MY FACE NOW. FUCK!

ever since i turned 18 i've felt less and less confident about my ability to live on my own. i didn't know what to expect when i became a legal adult, but somehow i thought i would become less of a leech, or at least, more of a contributor, to this family than i had in the past, but so goes, no dice. i'm still the poor and pathetic punk ass kid who asks his parents for lunch money every week, and what's even more sad is that i save that lunch money for alcohol and the notion of buying some dvd's sometime in the future. i need a job!

getting my wisdom teeth pulled was a very humbling experience. any remaning feeling of me being an adult was totally destroyed yesterday. my mom, dad, and brother find themselves tending to my constant needs on a close monitor, making sure i am well fed, medicated, and iced according to the post-op directions.

i hate soup! the clam chowder wasn't that bad, but i hate eating chicken noodle and not being able to chew the shit. i have to swallow whole noodles like a deepthroating whore!

my dad said he saw the stargate sg-1 series box sets that i don't have at costco. hopefully, out of some unprecedented compulsion of giving, he'll get them for me. (hey, they're already spoiling me, so i don't give a fuck anymore! at least i'm not asking for jersey's and jordan's like all of the misguided kids on welfare. yes, i know, today is obviously not "be compassionate day!")

i'm talking out of my ass!

i hope my face stops looking like a fucking cartoon by the end of the week, because i really want to go on the confirmation retreat and blaspheme the fuck out of that piece.

i gotta go ice this shit now. peace, all of you normal-looking motherfuckers.